I know I should be over the moon about our little rainbow baby but i'm going through a rollercoaster of emotions. Yes me and Colin are over the moon about our new baby but at the same time it makes me miss Aria even more and there's an element of guilt creeping in with me wondering if she thinks we have forgotten her or replacing her with the new baby. I vowed to her that she was my first, my last and my everything and there is no-one or nothing on this planet that could ever replace her.
Am I wrong moving on or doing the right thing??? xx
I think big sister Aria is SUPER proud! She wants you to be the Earthly Mommy you weren't able to be for her. I would also like to think that she picked this baby out ESPECIALLY for you. Be gentle on yourself. <3 Sharon
ReplyDeletei really hope so hun. just finding out we have a baby on the way has somehow made me miss her even more than usual and make me think more about the things we should be doing with her but i swear it was a childs hand i felt wipe my tears away during the scan on tuesday so i would like to think that it was aria-storm there with us and giving us her blessing xx
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